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[Sep. 2nd, 2005|12:01 pm] |
coldplay was sheer amazingness.... i will not even try to put it into words. i'll give you an in-person review if you'd really like it... but i don't want to ruin it here with my feeble, feeble words. i'm sorry for those of you that couldn't make it. i really am. we will all go next year on their tour.... because i'll make sure they have one.
and! i got a call from my mother on the way to the concert that i got the job (!!!) at kohl's. yes kohl's. i'm working as a "point of sales" associate...in other words, i'm working a cash register. but, but, i can't wear jeans at work! i have to look like i always wear dress pants, and i just wake up that way in the morning. i don't know if i can deal... i'll have to wear those pants... those... sales associate pants. you know. ha. but i'm still happy i actually have a job. only problem, they basically took advantage of the fact that some of the availability i told them i had was nights and weekends, and that will end up being most of my schedule if this weekend serves as a precedent.... i'm working 5-11pm tonight and tomorrow, and they already have hours for me sunday and monday too, i just can't remember them. (oops.)
well, you won't see this girl for a while... unless you shop at kohl's. (and please refrain from doing so while i'm training :) )
-katie |
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| a different tune. |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|10:24 am] |
a little tune:
i've almost got a job i've almost got a job i've almost got a job hey hey hey hey
if they're desperate they'll hire me if they're desperate they'll hire me, if they're desperate they'll hire meeee
'cause the other people in the group interview didn't seem to great or articulate so i might get it but i don't know how many other people they intervieeeewwwedddd
but it's okay
(hey hey hey)
even though it's not a bookstore...
it's okay
hey. hey. hey.
yeah.
yeah.
and if i don't get it... well i'm used to that.... hey
hey
hey
rock on.
(coldplay tonight.
rock on more (!!) )
hope all is well -
love
katie |
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| so nto important, and yet... |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|09:39 am] |
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what the heck is wrong with my iPod?!?! and why are there corrupt itunes files?? and why does my mini keep disconnecting & reconnecting itself? and WTF is chkdsk utility?!? |
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| throw me over the falls |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|02:07 pm] |
i don't know where the days have gone. even the hours have slipped away unnoticed, around the corner, into the dark, and then, no longer. the violins could strum dramatically but what would be the point. that black and white image is gone.
i don't know where summer has gone, or where she is, or if she ever came by. and i'm sorry that i din't call.
i started walking bakwards on a tightrope
and the whole circus was suddenly below me.
you were all down there somewhere,
but no one dared look up.
and i dared not look down.
"occupied".
i'm sorry. i let time go faster than i had the speed to move.
my path is still in question, aside another cliff. but you, you have your house on the mountain perched. don't fall.
i drove through the water and ithaca and geneva this weekend, by some twist of what i don't believe is fate. and the falls were there. and i loved my freedom. but finally i thought, everything is passing. and i haven't wanted to say goodbye so i stayed away. the subconcious is a treacherous dealer. cardshark monster.
don't take for granted that i'm nothing at all. but the one thing i know is:
i'm not uncertain anymore.
but i will miss you all. |
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| in and out |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|06:36 pm] |
being without a computer for different intervals of time is such a humbling experience. although even when i had one i still wasn't updating on this fool thing...so i decided i would today, even though it's just a time waster. ah well.
for once, things seem to be going okay. i think i'll be fine. for so long it's been a constant battle with myself. and even though nothing's ever perfect, i've even managed to acquire a slightly tighter grasp on reality as of late (imagine that), by just moving on with things and not letting my stupidity get in the way of forgetting the past and remembering the more important things of life, and the things to come. well, that's enough rambling for me today. i hope everyone is doing well and i'll probably entirely busy the next week (or two) depending how things go. later. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|02:37 am] |
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yeah ok. my head hurts. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|10:07 pm] |
okay so i saw jen's entry and was sucked into the madness and insanity that is inane online quizzes. but i'll post this one...
so a few interesting facts: apparently i'm married to jen and she's also the family pet (quel species, i wonder?!), and christa is both my father and my grandfather...
yep, sounds about right to me.
thanks jen for giving me your communicable disease of ridiculous blog quizzes. =) |
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| the Twenty-Fifth |
[Jun. 25th, 2005|11:40 pm] |
Today.
I'll post about it tomorrow.
(Just wanted to say I posted on this momentous occasion.) |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|08:53 am] |
i don't want to graduate. i mean, okay, i want to graduate, as in, get out of high school, but i don't want to go through that tedious ceremony tomorrow...for one, i'm going to cry at least once or twice, (and luckily i'll at least have jen to join me), and secondly, it's jut going to be long and boring and we're forced to walk across a stage. another thing i don't like doing. ah well. well at least there are partay's afterwards.
i keep forgetting, i'm going to be seventeen tomorrow!! well, woot for me.
see you at rehearsal today...what fun... 360 kids in a stuffy gym trying to get themselves in alphabetical order. this could be interesting. |
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| imageReady?!!?? f b.djk |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|04:48 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | greenlander : pavement | ] |
ok, so, i know how to use image ready(not as much as photoshop, but still), i just don't get the whole save as optimized/ then put it on the web. my little experiment came out small and their filters look weird and distorted....
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Yeah so, I'm sticking to non-moving graphics. phoo.
p.s.my room really needs to get clean fast. any suggestions? |
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| the 17th |
[Jun. 17th, 2005|11:39 pm] |
i accidentally made my layout too cheery.
WHY in life can you never find the right greens, you know?
and i don't have time to make it cool, so meh.
i just remembered what a weird day june 17th always is. or at least, i always remember it to be that way from when i was a young'n. there wasn't much weirdness about today except that it was six years to the day since jen and i and all the questers gradumatated from 6th grade, and this year's sixth graders also gradumatated today, so we went for that ceremony. and now, in a week, we'll be in that awkward situation again, only we'll be six years older, and we'll be wearing really weird red robes you could probably either fly in or hide terrorist bombs in. because only terrorists have bombs. yes. listen to your grandmother.
i should probably go to sleep.
i have spent to much time on these silly new fangled computers today. yes. |
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| don't mind me, i'm rambling |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|06:57 pm] |
i don't know if i can do this.
these last two days.
i can't complete them.
part of me wants to have something really film-esque happen, one of those defining moments that are right up there with contemplating how we got here; the ones you reminisce about for years to come; the kind that move you and at the same time, you just sit there absorbing it with friends around you. where the quiet spells speak and you know exactly what everyone is thinking. i know this doesn't make sense because i don't have the words to explain it, nor do i care to turn this into a creative writing piece so that you could understand through imagery... but usually no moments like this can ever be planned without being ruined. how i want things to be will not be reality. everything on tuesday will feel like a hot day in june, but not the last day. nothing special will happen, except for a hovering feeling crowding the halls. to steal from t.s. eliot, it'll end, not with a bang, but with a whimper. i guess i wouldn't want it to end either way. i kind of want to pass over the next two days, sleep through them, or something. or how about not letting them exist at all... i don't care to say goodbye. i don't even want to go to graduation. i just want a smooth transition into summer instead of facing this. i do not want to face this.
i do not want to get sentimental.
why are things like this always so dramatic and full of tears when in 15 years none of it will matter... i don't want to get upset over this, espeically if i have to actually live through these last 2 days.
crying on the last day last year was fine, because we all still had one whole year left to make things the way we wanted them. now, all of a sudden the summer sun has set in and left the days behind us withered, useless, gone.
why is change so hard to get used to...
because you never get used to change, it's always different, new. and it's moving without you. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 31st, 2005|02:47 pm] |
watching trigger happy tv is probably the best thing ever.
that and every star wars episode performed in under thirty seconds by yours truly and her friend, jedi j. ha. yeah.
it's nice to get in an empty laugh every once in a while, especially after the longest weekend ever...
i'll be happy to get out in 10 days, but at the same time...if i become more of a useless piece of crap then i'm really going to start worrying. this weekend i felt like crap on toast, and it wasn't just the allergies or the shingles (yeah, it turns out, that's what i have a mild case of - WHAT the hell). it was that lack of motivation- for anything. that lack of energy for, well, anything.
today wasn't much better. sorry i just left during the middle of the day. that was quite random.
anyway
now
i have to do current events... that's the plan anyway.
oh yeah and mindsay's annoying me. |
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| the view from london. the art of paris. |
[May. 11th, 2005|04:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | smudge. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | le toi du moi - carla bruni | ] |
i wish my eyes were colorblind so i could see everything as a black and white photo.
if there were a stronger contrast...
i apologize for the over-sized pictures but i'm too lazy to edit them...
( a breath )
j'ai laissé mon esprit dans une autre ville. |
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| no " "'s. (no ease ) |
[May. 9th, 2005|04:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | candles | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i want you in my arms -steve turner | ] |
wh n i fold d up th all y ways i cl ar d out my h ad. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bloop. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lounge act - nirvana | ] |
i sent an empty wishlist
your way |
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| wee. |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|10:37 pm] |
um, i bought new shoes. |
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| i said i'd update....(5 months later...) |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|09:18 pm] |
if i said something vague and pretty like
"i found the sky today"
would you want to
be
myfriendorsomething
would i leave a shadow on you
and stick like glue in your ears
would you always remember that tiny
girlinthecorner
even when you swim away unconciously drowning
i am
conciously drowning?
aware of these ribbons that
fall
down
my
throat
slide
through
the
shades
sew
up
the
veins
scratching lightly
you dont hear me |
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| tomorrow's in the womb. or: inheritance. |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|07:45 pm] |
there's a Sunday’s waltz
upon her grave
to say hello to
Reminiscing
i fear i clung much less before
and now i won't be missing
i know retreats and back corners alike
but everywhere she used to breathe is blurred
everyone i talked to nodded,
I said her laugh was tiresome,
And they concurred:
Enemies are dead and friends are wisps
Family rides in on a nightgown
And a couple rings of mist
Fragile dust
The cycles blow
Out of proportion as
The sky’s aglow
look up baby,
Say goodnight
I’ll wake you up
Tomorrow’s light |
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